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Pernd

2021-02-22 17:25:24.327000

>>26842

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reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im in fucking loony bin i had psychosis from synthetic cannabinoids and 2fma

Pernd

2021-02-23 00:18:25.015000

>>26846

i probably have undiagnosed bpd and i misplaced my swiss army knife

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-24 16:33:03.962000

    >>26847

    its so boring in here and free wifi is so slow i cant even watch youtube videos in daylight hours

    Pernd

    2021-02-24 17:16:51.331000

    >>26848

    im about to go see my withdrawl counsellor and hopefully can get clonazepam before i die of seizure cause i cant get etizolam anymore

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-24 18:40:32.972000

    >>26850

    >>26848 etizolam is a joke buy clonazolam (rc benzo) its best benzo ever

    Pernd

    2021-02-25 17:14:42.780000

    >>26853

    >>26846 >undiagnosed bpd Why would you think so

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-25 17:34:30.501000

    >>26856

    >>26853 coming off of drugs, frequent mood swings

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-25 17:35:24.339000

    >>26857

    inability to do simple things like clean up rooms

    Pernd

    2021-02-25 17:36:54.513000

    >>26858

    idk ive hardly been doing anything but watch ytube videos all day and playing vidya and vaping. I feel like full blown shizo

    Pernd

    2021-02-26 03:57:02.315000

    >>26862

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    you doin alright there?

    Pernd

    2021-02-26 07:32:25.914000

    >>26863

    rips tbh classiical bavarian

    Pernd

    2021-02-26 11:28:39.639000

    >>26864

    >>26856 Dunno if that's bpd, you're simply on withdrawal, just keep to the schedule

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-26 14:39:12.694000

    >>26866

    >>26864 adderall used to give me anxiety and makes me feel like wanting to take benz, but now its the opposite. It kinda takes anxiety away from me now

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-26 21:45:08.107000

    >>26870

    >>26866 same, i dont get anxious on uppers but do on downers. i want speed reeeee

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-26 22:28:55.166000

    >>26871

    >>26870 Bro, don't encourage your fren while hes on withdrawal

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-27 01:23:10.033000

    >>26872

    >>26870 >>26871 adderall really takes the anxiety away from me now. I can go long periods throughout my day without really thinking about taking benzos, but im following the schedule which is good, but at the end of night i still sometimes take a bit more than i should, although it has decreased a lot...mainly sticking w/ schedule. But also cause Im prescribed clonazepam it has a long half life so I'm not sure if I would be good to come off cold turkey yet or not. If it did it would really suck.

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-27 01:24:52.751000

    >>26873

    also nicotine = bad. It increases benzo metabolism, pretty much draining the benzos from the body, which kinda means is wasting the benzo. Trying to switch fully to just weed exclusive. Like how its supposed to

    Pernd

    2021-02-27 07:34:04.633000

    >>26874

    >>26870 >i want speed reeeee Narkoman Just do it on your own/buy and sniff/don't use it at all What's the problem?

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  • Pernd

    2021-02-27 09:59:02.461000

    >>26875

    >>26872 Just slowly go down with doses of clobazepam, that's all you can do now

    Pernd

    2021-02-27 19:49:30.264000

    >>26877

    >>26874 i dont want to go searching for deaddrops

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-01 09:01:11.670000

    >>26888

    >>26877 it's a part of the trip

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-01 17:29:22.802000

    >>26890

    >>26877 >deadrops Zakladochkee?

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-02 12:19:02.859000

    >>26891

    Bavaria..

    Pernd

    2021-03-02 14:09:40.728000

    >>26892

    >>26888 true but i cba >>26890 exactly

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-03 16:23:47.141000

    >>26897

    >>26892 I miss you Yaro I wish we could sniff some huge amounts of speed together...

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-03 19:35:21.836000

    >>26899

    im literally following all doctors guidelines now (except the part where I dont take weed)

    Pernd

    2021-03-04 02:20:59.378000

    >>26900

    fugg

    Pernd

    2021-03-04 05:32:35.595000

    >>26902

    >>26897 u bully

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-05 06:08:25.625000

    >>26908

    im freeee and i will stop going to doctors that means no more fun pills but i still have some stored. oh well

    Pernd

    2021-03-05 15:51:31.571000

    >>26909

    >>26902 Actually I'm pretty serious.

    Pernd

    2021-03-05 19:08:06.046000

    >>26910

    i have some adderall which am stopping for now and hardly any etiz left, so im stuck sticking with withdrawl management doctor schedules

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-06 15:34:26.762000

    >>26911

    also cause nothing much better to do till next semester, am mostly going for internet detox. In the meantime gonna sell some stuff off cl (have never done so before) and its kinda fun and interesting to

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-07 23:50:09.744000

    >>26918

    trying to exercise the best I can, been so out of breath lately even smol jogs are painful. I just try the best I can for now and also trying to quit vaping nicotine once i run out of e-juice

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-07 23:52:39.432000

    >>26919

    well, stopping until i get my lungs back to working fnctions

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-09 09:39:18.104000

    >>26926

    so i read my report and my drug test for synthetic cannabinoids was negative. LOL what a shit test

    Pernd

    2021-03-09 16:43:50.724000

    >>26928

    >>26910 >>26911 >>26918 >>26919 >je souffre au Canada

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  • Pernd

    2021-03-09 19:03:50.270000

    >>26929

    >>26928 I guess I shouldnt have to. But got into drugs too deep I guess. A lot of people despise me now, and I wake up depressed every day

    Pernd

    2021-03-13 03:51:17.522000

    >>26946

    also I dont really think I can quit etiz for now and at least for awhile.... I really think its best I do stay on it, although my withdrawl counselors giving me clonaz and gabapentin to get off of it. I am very thankful for that but I don't think its enough. It may not seem that way, but sometimes I do feel like dying without it. Sry... Its not that I am abusing the meds, but I need to function in life. Right now am currently pretty darn dysfunctional. Im not taking it to feel good or anything, but I just feel like I need it for awhile to become healthy. I'm gonna try to get somes.

    Pernd

    2021-03-13 04:01:08.138000

    >>26948

    Honestly without it, I've become a huge wreck. Inconsistent, lazy. I wish I could prove to people that it does me some good. My parents (dad) are wondering wtf is wrong with me these days, and I hate the fact that I am letting them down, although I think he is rather annoying, he is my dad after all. And I know I am letting a lot of friends down if I do manage to start taking it again, and I dont want to. I am trying hard to stop but its just not enough.

    pow pow pow

    possum pistolaro

    2021-03-16 03:47:54.387000

    >>26956

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    They call me the bandito. They call me the pistolaro, or they don't call at all! Caught you all sleep'in!

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